My first time touching the cards since I've been back. It felt good shuffling them again, I just started out with one card. I pulled the Knight of Cups. My thoughts first turned to Li, then restraint.

I have a wallpaper of the Knight of Cups from the Lunatic Tarot on my desktop, because it reminds me most of Li for that particular deck, though I ( Read more... )

Still feel like ass. Instead of trying to sleep or rest, I feel too worked up over fighting with Li. He seems to be upset over me making him wait until I finished my movie because he thought we were going to do something afterwards. When I told him I was going to go back and try to sleep (after a whopping 4 and a half hours last night, also not ( Read more... )